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I am so bored that I got up about an hour ago to go to the bathroom... and while I was in there I noticed that my grandmother has a lighter on the sink. so I took it from is place on the sink, and now there is a hole the size of a golfball burned into my pants...

yeah... I'm bored... I started the fire out of curiosity, then I was like:

"...OH s**t!!!" so I panicked and forgot how to put a fire out so I danced around half naked on my tippy-toes like a little girl... then I remembered and stepped on it... yeah... that was weird...

Moral of the story is that underwear are, indeed, flamable neutral

yes well... now I'm going to go and do something mysterious and quite possibly involving more fire, and underwear...

probly not though... i've had my fill of underwear on fire...

I think that I'm going to catch up on my shojo-ai story... yeah I don't know if I can do the yaoi... I'm trying to be open minded, exept... I want to be open minded about that, only my mind is telling my stomach to heave when a p***s goes into another guys bung-hole... yep...

I think i'll leave it to kissing and maybe some light petting if Mell is lucky...

that and I don't know how to end it. there is no central story plot.

and I told Rebecca that I'm going to just end my story about the guy that loves this girl then the girl dies of cancer, then the guy takes her all over the place in her last month of life, then she dies, then he becomes immortal, then he falls inlove with her reincarnation, then he has to battle the internal strugle to kill the only girl he ever loved in order to make her immortal and live forever with her...

the more and more I think about it it's just to similar to Twilight...

so I got a few other ideas that sounded somewhat original to me...

the first one and the one that has been banging on the metaphorical door of my crappy writing urges is one about a group of people of different age ranges with super powers fighting evil... saving the world...

I looked, and you don't really see that sort of thing in writing, it's always been drawn in comics, or played out on television.

of course the story is more dynamic than that. there will be love and anger and hate and twists and such things of plot events and emotions that you would see in a good novel...

and after reading "It" I really want to write a good horror novel...

but that's something i'll have to work on...



there is this one that I really want to write and it sounds good in my head, but i'm afraid that that is the only place that it will sound sound haha

I want it to be about a boy, and he is a writer, he writes fiction. Everything that he writes he thinks is partly true... so... he is in love with this girl, and the girl loves him, but the girls parents hate him, and the boys parents hate him so the only thing that keeps him sane is this girl, but then one day the bullys that often harrass the boy start harrassing the girl because she is going out with him... the guys are drunk, and it ends up in rape. so the boy writes himself to die, but become a god afterwards and watch over the girl as she lives her life. because she could never truely be happy with the boy because of all the harrassment...

so the guy sacrifices himself for her to be able to live her life happily...






another idea is:

there is a God... but God wasn't the only God... He is the last God...
and he is so bitter that he goes and judges planets and when he finds them guilty he senteces them to death... Eventually he comes to earth and is judging them. blahblahblah... normal ending that everyone loves to hear...

you get the point...

well I... yeah...

Rebecca if your mom is going to read this then kindly wait for a more opportune moment to read this if you are reading this at all lol

I was reading a manga called "My Balls" and omg....

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I WANT YOU SO BAD...

OMG...

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, BUT I WANT YOU...

I don't know how to make it any more plain...

I WANT YOU SO EFFING BAD...

IT'S HURTING MY INSIDES...

But it's better this way...

I don't want any cute little Michael jr.s running around the house lol...

but omg... i'll use a condom! I want you... i'll get myself under control soon I hope...... for your sake... I love you, but I want your sex! but I don't want it! but I WANT IT SO BADwell this was a long pointless journal haha