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Hello and welcome to my Journal.

This is the first time writing in my journal which i hope to name soon. Lately it's been hard for me to get around Gaia, but i'm getting used to it and i hope that my journals won't be too boring.

Lately my life has been good,i mean Christmas was all kool and everything and things have been ok, but the only problem i'm having is getting friends. To tell you the truth journal i don't know how to act around people i dont know, sometimes i wish i could just have friends pop up in my life, but that's not how it works.
I love having friends around to talk to and have fun with, and i make better friendships with males, i wonder if somethings wrong with that, especially where i live. All i know is that i can't make a wonderland that will give me friends or a boyfriend, but i hope it works out for the best.

I can never forget the day i went to skool fair and flirted with a guy, it was actually hilarious when the people i was hanging out with to me i was....i honestly didn't know wat i was doing. It felt kinda good, his arms around me, but i knew he would leave me neways,not even remember me,cause hes a player and a sicko, i sooo want to stab him. Maybe i should write a fictional story of me, everything would be sooo much better in that story, but then again i gave up writing stories.
But just to tell youthe people who call me friends or at least used to, i want to stab them. People tell me i'm violent, i don't do you?
It'squite common for someone to want to stab somebody else, but it's not good.....maybe i should stop thinking those thoughts...lolz ^_^


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Anyways, i'll eventually come back and write in you again journal, goodbye for now...........