I'm so tired. It's like 2:00 in thhe morning but i dont wanna go to sleep, mainly because I'm overwhelmed by everything....I had to go to Atlanta for winter break which is something I really dont wanna do. Me and my friend Bane aren't talking. Another guy I kno seems to be avoiding me(he IS avoiding me). Me and my best friend Anna haven't talked to each other in ages and I really miss her. My friend keeps telling me that he loves me and I love him too, but i dont wanna him to hurt me the same way the last guy that said he loved me did.
The only things I can i be happy about is that I'm going back to home 2moro and that I going back back to school after that. I now it sounds lame but It'll be a dream come true.
Tomorrow's my birthday and for the first time in a long time, I kno I'll be somewhat happy about it. My birthday's never anything special ( no cake or anything); it's just another day.The only thing different about it is that i wake up another year older and my mom and my sister and brother(and if im lucky, a few of my friends) tell me happy Birthday. But I swear I'd be happy if people would stop lying to me to make me feel better... If u dont like me, dont say u do;if u dont love me,dont say u do(thats even worse);if u think im a bad singer, dont say I'm a good one; and if u still think I'm wrong for anything i did, don't say its ok (have me to fix it)
Alwayz heart
ME!!!
 unforgotten_stranger · Fri Jan 02, 2009 @ 07:23am · 0 Comments |
