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My life began in a way most do. I was born. My mother was young when she had me and my sis. My father,...well my biological father was horrible he was mean and croll. So my mother found a great man named richard i was yung but i remember most of what happend. We move from California to Nj and im not sure wat year but disaster hit. That year i had gone out with my lil brother whom was richards son. Me and him had a secret stash of ice iccles in the winter we would vist the stash knowing that it would be there.
Well the year was going great we played had fun.... til that faithful day. Fathers day to be exact. My mom had work ad said not to go to the beach til she got home. So i tolled them if we asked nicely and said pls he would take us to the beach. And he did. i couldnt swim nor could my sis but my brother he could. Richard said not to go out farther than our knees but brandan went out past that and i thought i could help him but not remembering that he could swim and i could not i swam some how out into the water.
Then my sis tried to come out and help me but she and i started drownding and before i knew it it seemed like time was going faster. Then the current toke us to the jetys and they would of killed us. But Richard dove straght into the water and swam straight for us. He piced up my sis a nd she got on his shoulders. I was scared so much i was almost losing conshishnis.Then he brought her to the baech . My brother was there wwaiting hten he wasd coming for me and as he reached out he fell down in to the water.
The under toe witch is a uder water current had gotten him as he was draged down he hit his head on the rocks.I unforchenitly had not died i was draged around the other side by the current and landed on the shore. My mom was heart broken but i swear that day a light from the gleamed exactly where he died and my heart shaters when ever i go there.Knowing this is my fault. Pls tell me if this is my fault or im just upset becaus my mother says it wasnt my fault and i dont trust her bacaus she is my mom and is supposed to make me feel better.Pls comment.





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    Chiyo Bear
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    commentCommented on: Sun Jan 04, 2009 @ 03:03am
    Angel, it isnt your fault. What happens is the past. Fate is fate, even if it is a horrible one. You are my best friend and you should know it was definitely not your fault. What happens happens, thats life. You must know its not your fault and many others agree with me, so please dont make yourself feel down about it.


    commentCommented on: Sun Feb 22, 2009 @ 11:49pm
    sounds like to me.. its not really your fault even though you went out, its not ur fault u lost a family member, and that no matter who dies, your mother in fact anyones mother will greave deeply



    Sato Masamune
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    giuliana911
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    commentCommented on: Sun Mar 15, 2009 @ 10:39pm
    My younger sister died. I know how horrible tht feels to lose someone so quickly. But tht does'nt mean I know how u feel. I just know it was'nt ur fault. Things like tht happen and thts it.


    commentCommented on: Tue Nov 10, 2009 @ 11:39pm
    why is it unforchenit that u didn't die???



    xXthe_lone_black_wolfXx
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    ii-alice in wonderland-ii
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    commentCommented on: Sun Dec 19, 2010 @ 05:54am
    dear, it isnt your falt... dont you ever think that... i know you miss your brother but its not your falt at all... i know we dont know each other... but *hugz*


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