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July 8, 2008 - Tuesday
Summer update and things I miss, like Jesse...>.<
Current mood: exhausted
Category: Life
Time- 9:37am
I don't really know what to write about and I am sorry if I am wasting your time but I am just going to write about what has been going on around me within this summer. I have been trying to apply to jobs here and there so far I've applied at Taco Bell, Shilo Inns, Dennys, about to apply at HEB, and I don't know I am just going around to see who's hiring. My brother surprisingly is now working at Journeys in the mall (his dream job). My friend Jesse who is in the Air force now is coming back to Killeen, Tx for a visit and I can't wait to see him. I've known him since last year ( I know not that long but he's awsome I can't help but not love the guy^^) and he was the company commander for Foxtrot (for 1 semester) until Foxtrot was broken up and put into Echo because there wasn't enough cadets in the period.
When I was a freshman in highschool I had a huge crush on him and I always thought he was so cool, and darn right sexy^^, but I never ever thought that me a un-cool freshman would ever have a shot at someone as amazing as him. I never really talked to him within the whole year until the end of the school term and we started to talk to each other and finally he was bored one day and asked if I wanted to go to the movies with him and (me being sooooo excited) said yes right away. My only problem was my parents approval, cause you know how parents are with their daughters (very protective) but surprisingly they said yes^^ I was soo happy!
So I was going through my rooom messing everything up trying to look for something cute to wear till i found this new outfit I just bought and I put on a tank top and then the lil blue halter top hoodie that said rockstar and had a star on it. So I put that on and looked for my fav. blue jeans which were hiding under other jeans alllllllll the way on the bottom! >.< It was sooo hard trying to find it, I thought my mom threw them out. But yeah I eventually found them put make up on to look decient enough for him and then I put on my fav. chapstick that tastes like bubblegum ( Idk why but that taste just soothes me ) plus in case if anything were to happen...(I'd FREAK, but nothing did..sadly).
I currently when all this was happening was still going out with my @sshole of a ex-bf Zachary Whatley, ...now that I look back that day I spent with Jesse was the most fun I had ever had. Which is sad cause if you add up how long me and Zach were together and all the times he made me happy, Jesse made me happier ten fold then Zachary ever made me, haha funny but true. Anyways back to my story I made myself look ok for Jesse, when he arrived at my door asking for me my..I think my brother answered..or my dad..can't really remember, anyways I go with him and we go to the movies and ..I dont even remember what movie we watched...haha >.< sad, but everything else I remember. After the movies He asks if I want to go to the mall, I say yes and then we were on our way to the mall.
We talk and make jokes here and there, talking about ourselfs, anime and other things while walking around and looking at things in the stores, I remember we went into Spencers and we were joking about the sex positions book and the eatable bra and underwear and teasing each other with jokes about whatever we picked up. My favorite joke when we were playing around was the eatable body paint that you can draw on your partners body and then eat it...OMG I remember laughing so hard when Jesse found it. We then went around the store and stopped at the candy store and bought a $hit load of baby jawbreakers..(which turned out to be nasty and just lil bits of sugar, but very fun to fling at one another), gummies, chocolate..something.. I think a sour straw candy, and lego candy^^..(which by the way I actually still have in my candy draw..I know nasty, haha, I guess I only used it to build a house...haha..well I ate some? )
Anyways after we got the candy he asked if I wanted to go hang out at his house (..I was freaking out cause I didn't know what to say to that even if it was only meaning to hang out). I said ok and we headed for his house. We arrived and I met his parents whom were very nice and I thought they were amazingly cool. As I followed Jesse up to his room I seen that he had an awsome guitar and I play with it for awhile. I looked at all the pictures of his parents with their harley bikes and at the other pictures of his family also. I walk in his room and see that its..eh kind of messy (what do you expect hes a guy? haha, sry if your reading this Jesse) I sit on this cool gamer chair and he gets on his computer and I look down at his keyboard and see that it is sooo cool (you can change the keyboard and I think it was a warcraft keyboard..I dont remember, but all I know is that it was cool. )
So when we were in his room he asks if I want to watch T.V. or something (I can't remember if it was before or after we watched tv that he gave me his letterman jacket and color guard jacket, but some time we did that). Then we went down to his living room which was AMAZING!!!! It was so clean and It smelled good, and the antiques were really pretty, plus the TV was HUGE! Haha, but we were discussing about S'cryEd earlier and I told him I loved that anime ^^ which I do cause its AwSoMe!! So he told me that he had the series and we started to watch it..after awhile we got bored of watching it because I've already seen most of the episodes..haha
But we also watch Mabuharo^^ which was funny^^, and I loved it cause it was hilarious! I remember when we were watching S'cryEd that the bag for the mini jawbreakers spilled on his couch and floor and haha, I remember that a lot of the time when we were watching S'cryEd that he kept trying to throw lil jawbreakers he found here and there in between my breasts >.< haha that was funny cause some of the times he actually made it. XD.
But yeah I had soo much fun that one day, when he was about to take me home he gave me his skateboard cause I said I loved it^^, I thought it was sweet of him to give me a lot of his stuff. So i'm in his car and were on our way to my house when I tell him that I had the biggest crush on him and that I thought that he was so cool...I then come to find out that HE DIDN'T KNOW, and the cherry topper..that I actually would of HAD A CHANCE WITH HIM..>.< that burned in my stomach for a long time..still does I wish I could of gotten him before it was too late and not of wasted my time with Zach, but hey my life is just beginning and he is in the Air force and I still have contact with him.
I have been just told that he will be graduating at his air force school on the..I think it was the 24th of july, (this month^^) and he should be in Killeen by the 30th^^, I can't wait I want to see him soooo bad! I have been waiting a long time to see him again, and I don't know if it is official yet but...hopefully if its ok with him and our path seems to intertwine I might (again just saying BIG IF) be going out with him^^ I wish, cause I really like him and I don't mind waiting for him cause its not like I am going out with anyone here and I am sick of dating guys around my age cause they are immature and I have grown out of that and I don't need a guy who is like Zach, I am threw with men like him, done, caput, I will only go out with older guys that share my interests and are more compatible to be with instead of another mistake like Zach.
Thats pretty much it... DoMo ArIgAtO for reading about my lil rambles.^^
Please take care and have a nice day, or night which ever time your in...<3
 Waipahe_Puuwai · Mon Jan 05, 2009 @ 12:36am · 0 Comments |
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