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so tomrrow is the first day of school, and its really nerveracking because this time it's either do or die. i've been in and out of colleges so much that after this what's the point? i have to admit i've thought about just throwing in the towel now. i'm not sure i'm ready for another semester after the last one. one stupid book report and my whole history grade goes down the crapper.
this is my first week with the psp and so far it's working very well. i think it's been a month or so since i hurt myself....and a good long time out of the hospital. i just hate how much of a slave i am to medicine, since it seems i can hardly stand up on my own without it. my mom says everyone has their downsides, i just wish more people understood mine.
my brother is still away from home, been some time now actually. he's with the same woman..a new record...of course he's 19, shes 28....she has a kid he hasn't graduated from high school. and they met on a dating site. still i shouldn't talk. thinking about cutting off relations with my friend of 13 years, not sure what to do there. i suppose i'll look back on this and laugh, i do now when i'm looking back to then.