I love her
and miss her so bad
This new life she has given me
has been the best I ever had
She came back and so did the sun
She smiled and no longer did it rain
She knelt by my side in love
and she took away all my pain
I wish I could be that way to her
take away her sorrow
her pain from the past
I want this to last
She is my everything
my life
the beat to my heart
One day she'll be my wife
I can't fully explain
so I'll try to be plain
I am not perfect you see
I am a sister of Cain
I am weak and troubled
everyday when she's not here my pain is doubled
I just want her happy
even if that's not at my side
maybe its best she run and hide
I am sorry dear that I get this way
You've said over and over your here to stay
But I am not used to that you see
I always expect myself or them to flee
I need you more then ever
But here I am alone on this endeavor
until the day I see you
I will always be in a somber silent pain
even when a smile I feign
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Im sorry i cant call you. or text you till we fall asleep, or even touch you, But if I could I promise I would never hurt you, I would call you everyday, I would text untill the sun rise(If you wanted) And I would stand beside you forever, following you untill my feet dies and the souls on my shoes fell of <3 heart