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what to say to make you understand
these lines never hurt me
i hate lying to you
but let's not speak about it
yes i love you
you mean the world
to me
but still your words
cannot stop me
sometimes i wonder why
you'd think it would hurt me
but let's not speak about it
let's leave this alone
shh don't cry for me
i told you it doesn't even hurt
please let me go
my words are only meant
to make you understand
but please let me feed it
the demon inside of me
it longs for the pain
that is in the silence of my voice
no i'm not afriad
i need to say what i'm going
to say and maybe then you'll believe me
but i swear to what i thought was god
i mean this sincerly
i love you
but let be me