Once upon a time, there was a boy of the age of 14. He was treated like crap by his family just for doing what they want him to do. They called him selfish when he wanted to buy things as gifts for his friend's birthday. His family treated him like crap. They didn't care about him one bit. One day, his family pushed him over the edge. They took something he cherished the most. His Camera. And his cell phone, but he didn't really care for that much. BUT HIS CAMERA WAS WHAT HE PUT ALL HIS WORK INTO! His heart sank deep into darkness as his smile faded, never to show itself ever again. He sat in a corner with the lights off, as he cried lightly, trying to figure out what to do. Just a couple of days before, his heart was broken, yesterday he went out with friends to feel better, but now, he was shattered into pieces. SHATTERED! He didn't care anymore, he just didn't care. This is when his started to change beyond anything he imagined. Someone that didn't smile. Someone would couldn't laugh. Someone would couldn't enjoy life anymore. His eyes lost their focus and just turned pure darkness. His life was vanishing, and he didn't care. He wanted to rot. He wanted to die. He had nothing to live for anymore. He couldn't go out. He couldn't have fun. He couldn't even smile while watching a funny video anymore. Something was going through his head, something dark and twisted. The thoughts of murdering his own family members. The thoughts of just running away from home. His body was trembling with hatred but at the same time fear. He didn't know what to do or what was going to happen. Was he selfish? He had no idea. Was he who he thought he was? No. He had lost himself in the darkness. He doesn't know who he is, and he doesn't give a s**t about anything anymore. He had friends that didn't care about him. He had a family that he was invisible in. In his mind, he already died. He had no one there with him. No one to help him. No one. No one....He had nothing. He had no one. All he had was himself now. His friends would just make fun of him. His family would just ignore him. He was on his own basically. His heart was basically trying to leave him also. His mind was going to shot itself. His body was trembling as if they were trying to leave him. Every last inch of him, wanted to leave. Everything he wanted to do was gone. His hopes and dreams were crushed into little bits, and his life was in ruins. He was going to give up everything he had ever dreamed of. Everything he had always wished for. His heart ached as he got rid of his stupid little dreams that were great, but he lost hope in it. He couldn't do anything anymore. He was all by himself. He had no one...
And do you know who that 14 year old is? He is me...
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