I'm So Upset Right Now.
I get depressed over stupid things, I know. But. . . lately I've been getting upset over nothing. I don't know why I've been breaking into random tears.
I'm not happy, but I have nothing to really be upset about. . . .
My Grades are Bad, but That Honestly Doesn't Bug Me.
I hate people bugging me to do things for them, and I've been asked to do a lot for nothing in return.
I honestly don't have a life.
I'm on the computer all the time, yet my a** is broke. I have no gold.
In real life, we're poor. So nothing for me to do other than read write and draw.
I'm more pissed off than upset really.
Sometimes I want to kill something/someone. I get in these aggressive moods, and every time I get into that mood certain people I hate like to bug/talk to me. . . you can imagine how I react around them, right?
An example is my step father, he says
"I Want To Get On The Computer. Get Up.",and he does this annoying snap or he says "Chop Chop!",in a loud obnoxious voice.
Sometimes when I'm aggressive, it's people I love to death and they ask a favor.
I'm reluctant and I whine, thus them thinking me lazy/spoiled or even a snobby a** b***h. I'm not afraid to admit that I'm a b***h, but I'm no ******** Snob.
Excuse The French.
I don't even know why I get on the damn computer, people don't talk to me. They invite me to rally's and sometimes run into me in the forums. . . other than that nothing.
Ya know what Really Pisses me off?
I get these random PM's, don't get me wrong but I LOVE random PM's/Comments, but I get these PM's asking if I can donate.
I either don't know the person or its someone on my friends list that never talks to me. I Donate a lot, yes, but I never get anything. I don't get anything mainly because I don't like asking for things, because I feel bad.
It's rare you see me beg for some gold. I only beg when I really truly want something.
I have friends on Gaia, that have been with me since I first started. In April of 2oo5. I have friends that I've met only a few months ago, that love me to death, and I love them back. I have friends, but lately the connection between me and my friends have honestly disappeared. I've never been anyone's best friend, but people have been mine.
I guess I'm just lonely.
I get depressed over stupid things, I know. But. . . lately I've been getting upset over nothing. I don't know why I've been breaking into random tears.
I'm not happy, but I have nothing to really be upset about. . . .
My Grades are Bad, but That Honestly Doesn't Bug Me.
I hate people bugging me to do things for them, and I've been asked to do a lot for nothing in return.
I honestly don't have a life.
I'm on the computer all the time, yet my a** is broke. I have no gold.
In real life, we're poor. So nothing for me to do other than read write and draw.
I'm more pissed off than upset really.
Sometimes I want to kill something/someone. I get in these aggressive moods, and every time I get into that mood certain people I hate like to bug/talk to me. . . you can imagine how I react around them, right?
An example is my step father, he says
"I Want To Get On The Computer. Get Up.",and he does this annoying snap or he says "Chop Chop!",in a loud obnoxious voice.
Sometimes when I'm aggressive, it's people I love to death and they ask a favor.
I'm reluctant and I whine, thus them thinking me lazy/spoiled or even a snobby a** b***h. I'm not afraid to admit that I'm a b***h, but I'm no ******** Snob.
Excuse The French.
I don't even know why I get on the damn computer, people don't talk to me. They invite me to rally's and sometimes run into me in the forums. . . other than that nothing.
Ya know what Really Pisses me off?
I get these random PM's, don't get me wrong but I LOVE random PM's/Comments, but I get these PM's asking if I can donate.
I either don't know the person or its someone on my friends list that never talks to me. I Donate a lot, yes, but I never get anything. I don't get anything mainly because I don't like asking for things, because I feel bad.
It's rare you see me beg for some gold. I only beg when I really truly want something.
I have friends on Gaia, that have been with me since I first started. In April of 2oo5. I have friends that I've met only a few months ago, that love me to death, and I love them back. I have friends, but lately the connection between me and my friends have honestly disappeared. I've never been anyone's best friend, but people have been mine.
I guess I'm just lonely.
