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this isn't really a poem but oh well. but alyssa if you read this pleaz don't let it effect our friendship, if you can't promise that then plaz don't read it.

Your Always On My Mind

There isn't a time your not on my mind.
It drives me crazy
I can't get any sleep.
The longer i wait
Stronger my love for you gets.
I know you may never love me
the same way I love you
I just hope we will stay best friends forever.
Whenever i see you smile or hear you laugh
I can't help having a big grin on my face.
Whenever I hug you
I don't wanna let go.
You may never love me the same way I love you
But for now you will always be on my mind.

Time forward
Time back
Does it really make a difference?
Do you really make a difference?
Yes, but you shouldn't
Reveling in self pity,
Makeing every little thing into something big
When you refuse to see that it doesn't matter
NOTHING matters
So continue living, as you were
But me?
I refuse to live
I refuse to wake up everyday into this dream
I refuse to keep holding on to you
When could care less about me
Or don't listen enough to care
Even though you say you do.
So I'll just let you go
Maybe it's for the best.
You should try it too.

I am a mother ******** a*****e
by Dylan
Each day I wake up and think of new way to raise hell
or try and sell some punk a foot up the a**
few things go by that I let pass
so i'll be a ******** a*****e and whip their a**
but inside and out I'm still a piece of trash
I'm weak and fat but I fight dirty
so that when I lash out they fall down
and I don't give a ******** if I burn in hell
cause I'll get to fight evry cocksucker I hated everyday
So I welcome death as a place
where all things that held me back have no place
and I can steal,cheat,and overeat
oh wait I already do the last one
so I'm sorry if I piss you off but I don't fear s**t
goodnight ********

What if I don't have any...? sweatdrop

then i will eat you alive!!! Jp Then you can(if you want) comment on other peoples

ALL I KNOW
it was kindergarton where we first met
though different genders
we were to young to be more than fieinds
it was third grade when you had a crush on me
we danced together in the dredfull square dance
was it fate,
was it a quincidence,
or did we pick are parteners
i don't know
all i know is i love you
it was 6th grade when i had a crush on you
but you were already goin out with patrick
so i toughed it out for the year
i got a girlfriend in the 8th grade
and ended up getting dumped
you helped me out through depression
and a couple months later
i started having a crush on you
it could be because of hormones
i don't know what it was
cause all i know is i love you
why must i always fall for you
when you have a boyfriend
why did i fall for you in the first place
who knows i don't
all i know is i love you

YOUR ALWAYS ON MY MIND (remake)

Your the greatestgirl I have ever met
and you are also the greatest and cutest friend I have ever had.
The longer I wait,
The stronger my love for you gets.
I know you may never love me the same way I love you,
I just hope we'll be best friends forever.

(CHORUS)
There isn't a time,
Your not on mind.
It drives me crazy I can't get any sleep.
It hurts so much,
Loving you deeply,
But you loving me like a brother.
You may never love me the same way I love you,
but for now your always on my mind.

Every time I hear you laugh or see you smile,
I can't help having a big grin on my face.
Loving you is the most enjoyable,
but also the most painful feeling I have ever had.
I write your name alog with a heart anywhere I can.
My feelings for you are the strongest feelings I have ever had.
I don't know how long I can stand loving you,
and you loving me like a brother,
But for now,
You are always on my mind.

hmmm, so many poems, i dont know where to start, or which ones to put in! i have too many...you can look in my journal if you want to c more of my poems

~The Secret Girl Inside~


When you look in my eyes
What do you see?
A scared little girl?
Or Happy as can be?
Lonely?
Weak?
Clueless?
Or the one you set free?

Do you see what happened
When life turned the wrong way?
Or what I did
When the dam gave way.

Can you see
The pain of my past
Or is it to blind
By my shadows cast

Can you so fully see
What is needed to be done
To forget the pain
And feel like I won?

Can anyone feel
The way i do now
By looking in the eyes
Of the one, who knows how

Why, then, cant you tell
By looking into me
How I'm confused
Of what I see.

But what you do see
Is a fealing thats strong
But what you don't see
Is that its so wrong.

So until you look deep
Into my true eyes,
You will not know
Of the secret girl who cries.

another one, one more

~Childhood memories~

Childhood memories,
the good and the bad.
It all evens out,
making you so mad.
Put away the mask,
the fake smile and all.
The one you need will be there,
you just have to call.
The years have past,
your all grown-up.
Whatever happened,
to the plastic tea cups.
The older you get
the more you loose.
The problems of the past,
its everything to regret.
Looking back on the years,
some seemed so well.
But look at what its turned into
my fealings are still hurt,
now there's no more to tell.

so what do ya think?