Were i am it just finished snowing and as always I'm on the computer. I still have this heavy feeling in my chest. (No homo just because I'm a girl) My friend and i had a fight. She makes me mad all the time but this time it's just crossing the line. She knew i had a crush. And she told my crush's friends my secret. And if his friends say anything stupid I'll be found out. My friend Also repetitively hit me. I'm so close to reporting her for physical and verbal assault. All she does is put me down. ugh and all i do is let her do what she wants. now I'm stressed and all my other friends are avoiding me. I'm just about to start swinging desks and chairs at everyone. Everyone thinks i'm deaf. i can hear everyone saying rumors about me. And it's just pissing me off. Even the god damn teachers. One more person talk s**t about me I swear to god I'll ******** them up. one more person even think with ******** with me or any of the people i love their totally ******** dead. I don't care if i go to juvy. I'm a god damn 8th grader and ******** 6 graders are pushing me AROUND LIKE WTF?! That's not right. And now my family is saying s**t too. Wtf! all i do is help people and give s**t too others and today everyone ate my ******** cookies then have the nerve to call me a back stabbing slutty two faced dumb b***h?! and if anyone even says s**t about my art and mother i'll personaly send them to hell! i try to be nice and everyone is just being so mean to me. I never did anything mean to them. It's just not logical.
TheForgottenSiren · Wed Feb 04, 2009 @ 11:11pm · 0 Comments |