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Wild Monkeys and Apes Ahead. Continue bewarned.

	Wheeee!
	Wheeee!


Before I say anything. Ghosty, I dare you to type two sentences that are completely capitalized and puncuated correctly. Both of them must have at least seven words in them. So, nyaah. Oh, and you have to post them here. I'll save best for last. Well, the other day, I saw Zaaaaak. It was kinda awkward. I got off the bus at my but stop, and I heard another one coming around the corner. Just as I was walking away from the stop, I turned around out of curiosity and saw that it was Zak. He acted as if nothing had happened... I think that was the day that Xavier moved, too. [You know what's really weird? Lately, I haven't been calling Juan 'Juan'. I've been calling him 'Juanito'.] Oh! Oh! I never told you peoples. Xavy-chan(Xavier) moooooved! gonk gonk gonk To Japan... Waaaaaahhhh! crying crying crying Grr, I miss him.... And his annoying lil brother, too(Jalyn)... sniff But... you know what I realized a while back? I'm.... I'm afraid of Zak, now. It's hard not to me. He made me hurt so much, that... that it's hard to let it go. I truely believe that I loved him, and it just hurt so bad... I mean, if I start warming up to him again and seeing him more often, who's to say that love won't be revived? And if it is, the only thing that will happen is me getting hurt again, I can feel it in my soul... And... that experience with Zak... has held me back from Juan. Now, I can't even admit to myself that I like Juanito, because he's like Zak in a way I can't explain, and... and something's holding me back. There's a song that sort of goes with me being scared of Zak. I'm too lazy to go look up all the lyrics, but I'll type some of it. 'It was around 11:30 When I realized I missed you Sittin' at home, All alone, thinking, 'What did I just do?' The feeling was strong, Comin' on, and I knew I wanted you But somethin' inside held me back... Boy, you got me scared of you. Got me afraid to let my love go. Is it my heart that I should follow? Got me afraid to let myself go, Got me scared of you. If I let go, I don't know if my heart would remain strong...' Uhm, yeah. TIME FOR THE BEST!! <3333333333333333333333333333333333333 Hopefully, I'll be getting baptized soon! <33333 And we're gonna try and get Urk-chan's dad to baptize meh! EEE, I'm so excited! And then, and then, I can go to confirmation class! Gwaheee! I was squeeling and jumping. whee But, really. I've always wanted to go to church, and get baptized, and just all around be more active in my religeous life, but my parents never have time to take me anywhere; or they're not feeling well, which happens a lot... Well, they both have medical problems, so I can't put that against them, I guess. [.Rikocette.Echoes.] · Wed Nov 02, 2005 @ 08:43pm · 9 Comments


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	yayayaayayay your getting baptized, and my dad said yes but its up to the church and YOur PARENTS Offline [.x.Kammygirl4eva.x.] · Community Member · Wed Nov 02, 2005 @ 09:21pm


	I will, I will, but not right now. I didn't really... get most of this... Offline Magic Missile · Community Member · Wed Nov 02, 2005 @ 10:21pm


	Yay! Ghosty did it! domokun You should walk up to Zak, open up your mouth and.... STICK OUT YOUR TONGUE AT HIM! xp Or not..... sweatdrop You probably shouldn't take my advice. rofl Yay! Tell me when! whee I want to come to the service!!! It's going to be at OSLS, right? I probably should be more religious too.... sweatdrop Need to work on that. gonk Offline ~Yo-San~ · Community Member · Thu Nov 03, 2005 @ 03:18am


	i would, if i didn't sleep in at night. i might start going to church with davy, though... Offline Magic Missile · Community Member · Thu Nov 03, 2005 @ 03:35am


	i'm curious, though what's holding you back?thinks about e-type song i'v got all systems going, nothing's standin' in my way i should be far down the road but i'm not. something's holding me back, like a wild horse attack, and i've got you by my side but you're not. Offline Magic Missile · Community Member · Thu Nov 03, 2005 @ 03:38am


	My parents already said it was alright. <3333 Now Mr. B just has to talk to the elders. Good job, Ghosty. Well, your advice is really good most of the time, Yodel-chaaaaaaan! <3 Of course I'll tell you-- I want you at the service, tooooooo! <333333333 And of course; I'm getting baptized by... dundundun... PASTOR SOUND! <33333 Davy goes to church, too? Hmm. <3 Those lyrics looks slightly familiar... But probably not. It's just the concept, I think. What's holding me back? ... Well... I guess I'm just scared I'll get hurt again. Offline [.Rikocette.Echoes.] · Community Member · Thu Nov 03, 2005 @ 09:10pm


	hm... that answers a lot... fear kills, riko-chan. Offline Magic Missile · Community Member · Thu Nov 03, 2005 @ 11:02pm


	Yay I need to be more religous you people should get this book, I am saving up for it High Defeition by luis Palau Offline [.x.Kammygirl4eva.x.] · Community Member · Fri Nov 04, 2005 @ 12:11am


	... Hmph. What's it about, Urk-chan? Offline [.Rikocette.Echoes.] · Community Member · Fri Nov 04, 2005 @ 03:08am

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