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Today is Friday the Thirteenth, usually one of the best days of the year for me. We have a whole week of school off after 1:15 pm. I’m excited. I don’t know what I’ll do, though. It’s getting uncomfortable to be on Gaia anymore. Especially in the A/M/C. I just hope everyone stopped trolling Kit. I’m ashamed of myself for taking my titles seriously, as they are merely text and everyone knows that I’m the #1 Viral fan. But I’m not ashamed of defending Kit, a good friend of mine here on Gaia. I just don’t understand why people would flame each other all because of a stupid title. If someone takes their titles seriously, I don’t understand why people just don’t accept it and move on. Why do they feel as though they have to harass others? I mean, honestly. They tell me to grow up, when they’re the ones who need to. I’ve learned my lesson about taking text seriously. It’s only going to invite trolls in to piss you off. I don’t want, or need, more drama on the internet. This is just ridiculous. Of course, this is all just my opinion. I was flamed and harassed because I took titles seriously, and because I defended one of my friends who takes his seriously. What the hell, people. Since when is it a bad thing to defend your friends? I don’t know why, but this whole incident is eating away at me. I feel like a bad friend, and a retarded person. I know some of you would agree with the fact that I’m a retarded person, giving Slothy seasons 1-3 of Lost in exchange for text on a forum. To be honest, I don’t really care. You can spam my inboxes with porn sites and lesbian dating services, and you can make fun of me/call me names/hate me all you’d like. I’m not going to take a thirteen-year-old seriously, especially on the goddamn internet. Also, if you claim to be twenty-something years old, you might want to stop acting like an 11-year-old. Of course, it’s only a suggestion.

I just wish the trolling and flaming and harassment would stop. Hopefully it will now that I’ve gotten a chance to talk to Grimmjow. I mean, it’s the internet. Find someone else to troll now that you’ve made people cry. You’ve accomplished your goal. Go ******** with someone else now, please. There are millions of people on the internet, why not find another group of idiots to harass for a while. Hey, you can’t say you hate us. I bet you had fun trolling us. I had a couple of good laughs myself. I’ve also learned my lesson, which is not to be an immature brat and stop taking text on the internet seriously. If others continue taking their titles seriously, let them. They’re not telling you how to live your life. Leave them be. I just hope this whole thing blows over soon so I can finally get some sleep and stop thinking about it.

And to Shuu…I think you’re an extremely good friend defending Kit like you did in the forum. I’m really impressed. I could probably never do that. I really respect you. I just hope you know that.

To Kit…I don’t give a damn about titles anymore. But if people keep trying to start s**t with you, I’ll be there to help Shuu and Youko defend you, because I made a promise and I intend to keep it. I still want to be in Gaia’s Official Mafia to protect and defend my friends. All of you mean a lot to me. My titles still stand, though, so if anyone wants to take them, they can PM me and we’ll “fight” via PM. Just so long as it’s not another troll ******** with me again, of course. I’m done taking things so seriously. It’s only the internet and small amounts of text. Everyone knows who the real #1 fans are, so there’s no point in taking anyone seriously anymore. I’m just beating myself up for not realizing this sooner. Ah, well, humans make mistakes and learn from them. Maybe I’ve learned from mine. Maybe I haven’t. We’ll see.

And to Shasha: I adore Repo! and I don’t really care if that pisses you off or not. You’re not the only person in the world that likes it. Maybe we can have intelligent conversations about it sometime. I’m just advertising and trying to get the word out about it. On the 17th of February, this month, the Repo! extended soundtrack comes out with a grand total of 57 tracks. It will be sold at Hot Topic for $11.99. At least, this is what it says on the Repo! Boards. I hope there are no hard feelings between us because I’m a Repo! “newfag.” I look forward to conversing with you about it. It’s not like I’m claiming to be the #1 Repo! fan or anything. God, I am so done with titles.

Maybe now this whole “war” can be over. Let’s just forget about it and move on with our lives. Of course, you’d only be able to do that if you were mature, right? Show me that you’re not complete hypocrites. The only time I’ll be pissed off now is if someone starts ******** with my friends. The trolling is over and done with, unless you want to troll someone other than Kit. I’m still protective of my friends, so remember that when you’re ******** with them. Mmkay?