ugh. i think i feel better when i write about my life on here. cause i dont like talking about it in real life. it makes me nervous; and i blush alot. BUT. i think i might go to the movies with zack- guy from previous post. : D but this is what i wrote a few days ago..::
'What if you didn't give up hope, but you didn't care anymore; but not to the point of suicide? People don't notice you, but you don't want to leave because one lone person might of. Well, less and less people notice you at least. And your self-image is low. Anything to help? No. Nothing. You don't want to give up but you still don't want to continue. Friends you trusted leave- or don't spend enough time with you, so most of this happens, and then there is nobody to love. Whatta bummer.'
and its all true. thats the only sad part. and i dont think i am depressed- but i could be. i dont know. i feel like crying- but the tears arent coming.
emo bunny at the mall · Sun Feb 15, 2009 @ 01:54am · 0 Comments |