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I find myself here again, and I wonder if you've noticed. I'm in an unforgiving, angry mood, and it would taste so good to cuss you out, but I know what I'd do once reality hit; so I can't do that. You know how there comes a time when responsibilities take shape in a wopping pile of things to do that never seem to lessen? Does that even make sense? Regardless, I'm overwelmed and slipping and drowning in it and ... I'm so upset with how things are playing out in my life. I don't want to be just someone who passes through, then dies. I want to make noise. I guess this is also another part of my life... being a teenager who's trying to find themselves and is like, "Who am I? I don't want to be just an average person." I'm sure I sound so cliche.
I keep listening to this song over and over and I can't stop pressing 'replay'. Going to a Mexican Resturaunt now. ^_^ Adios.
Wait. I don't even take Spanish. >;D