By writing this, I know I'll regret it because of how this might hit people. But I hate myself. Fully and truly; it has been brought to the surface. I was getting better, and then last night. I thought I could love myself. But there's nothing about me to love. She made that clear to me.
Autumn, ******** her! You are an amazing person, as often as i seem upset, i just need you to know that having you as my best friend has made me the one of the happiest people alive, i may get upset sometimes, but having you there to comfort me cheers me up faster than anything. That's something to love about yourself, knowing that u make someone very happy and very honored to have u as his best friend. I know i can't always be there like certain people can, but i want to be here to fullest that i can be to show you, that you are the nicest, most caring, funny, random, insightful, and understanding person i have ever met. You don't deserve the stress you are given, you don't deserve the stress your own best friend puts you through because he ******** up from time to time. you deserve a life of happiness, you deserve so much more than you are given. anyone who is loved by you or cared for by you, is very very lucky, whether they choose to see that or not. Autumn, you ARE an amazing person with an amazing personality, and i don't want you to let anyone tell u otherwise.
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