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I'm happy for my friends.
For they are doing well.
For they are being happy.
As you are sure to tell.

I wish that i were the same.
As though i fake and try.
With my stupid, false smiles and sincere eyes.

Even if i try, i just cant find the hope i need.
To get out of my own self esteem.
And every day I try, just to fit in with the crowd.
Even though i know i'm not welcome, and there better of i know....

I"m happy for my friends.
For they are doing well.
For they are being happy.
As you are sure to tell.

I'm happy for my friends..
For they are doing well..
I wish i were the same..
Good luck there and farewell...