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Shirt Dramu is ovar nao plz.
I'm done trying to be nice to people, especially people I meet online. Why? This is why:
I had just started talking to a whole bunch of people in the Repo! thread, and apparently it was one of their birthdays recently. She was depressed because she couldn't get the shirt she wanted for her birthday when someone else had already gotten her something really nice [or so I was under the impression of]. So, me, being the ******** I am, decided to ask my online friend Jonathan [who I call my dad 'cause he's just that ******** awesome and pretty much is my dad....don't worry, I've known him for YEARS.] to go into the auction and try to buy it for me so I could give it to her. He was really uneasy with the fact that I was going to give it to someone else, but I talked him into it. So, he bid on it until the last minute, and guess what? We won! $74 for the shirt Anthony Head wore during a flashback scene in the movie.
So, being the huge Anthony Head fan I am, I was contemplating just saying the shirt never came, or lying about it. But did I? No. Anyway, I'm pretty much Tony's #1 fan. Ask anyone who knows me. Srsly.
So, I got the shirt for her. [it hasn't arrived yet, in case you were wondering] One day in the chatroom, she starts asking me for more s**t. "OH THERE'S THIS PAVI THING ONLINE I REALLY WANT. IF YOU GET IT FOR ME THEN I'LL GIVE YOU THE SHIRT." Okay, now I felt like I was being used because she knew I would buy her things. And then when I joked around saying, "I might have issues giving you the shirt xD" she goes on a hissy fit and says "I DON'T CARE ANYMORE, IT'S JUST A STUPID SHIRT. TAKE IT. IT'S YOURS. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. I'MMA CRY ABOUT IT TONIGHT, BUT IT'S JUST A STUPID SHIRT."
r u srs.
So, her fiance IMs me and tells me she wasn't serious about me keeping it. I responded with, "Yeah, I kindof figured." She was guilting me into not wanting it anymore which will never happen..... And the ONLY reason why she IM'd me after the auction was to ask me if I could send her the shirt early so she could show it off at a Repo! gathering. I said I would try, but that was before what happened in the above paragraph.
So, I told my friends at school what was going down, and they said, "dude, you should keep it. She's being a little b***h about it." and "you didn't have to buy her a $74 shirt. I mean, seriously. Why would you? You're an idiot, but I love you, Vi."
-sigh- I am an idiot.
I really wanted to share it. You know, send it to her for the event, and then she would send it back. Only...I was afraid she wouldn't send it back. And I JUST met her. Why should I trust someone I've just met ONLINE with something that I really really wanted?
And you know why I even told her I'd get it for her?
Me: OH! Maybe my dad can get it.
Her: Oh....well....I hope you're happy with it...
Me: ....
Her: I think I'm going to cry over it, honestly...
Me: ........DDD:
I HAVE A GUILT COMPLEX, MMKAY? I can't stand for people to hate me, or for people to be mad at me. It's just the way I am.
So I made my decision not to send it to her after talking to Jonathan [my "dad"] about it. He was pissed off at her and thinks she was using me for his money. Which is how I feel as well. I also feel as though her fiance is guilting me into giving it to her. After I told her my decision last night, she acted like she was okay with it. I even asked if she was sure she was okay with it. And she said yes.
THIS IS WHY YOU DO NOT LIE TO ME VIA INTERNETS. I CANNOT TELL THE DIFFERENCE.
So, I get online this morning, and her fiance drops me an IM:
"-namehere- doesn't have enough faith in people for you to ******** her over like this. Thanks for lumping yourself in with those ******** liars that've been hurting her her entire life. She lied when she said you two were still friends, go ahead and try to talk to her, I guarantee she won't respond anymore."
TL;DR: ....okay, so I'm a ******** liar because I don't feel comfortable giving someone something that I want via intarwebz that I JUST MET? Common sense tells me otherwise. :/
I'm tired of all this drama. Seriously. I never should have told her I'd get it for her.
I feel used. I really ******** do. I think I'll have a hard time trusting people via internets again.
And the main reason why I was afraid to tell her my decision was because I was afraid she'd hate me. Which she probably does. I'm afraid everyone in the Repo! chat does. Which would suck major balls. 'Cause they're all so amazing. D:
Hopefully this will blow over soon...why does drama find me wherever I go? Dx
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