Everyone tells me that crying is an indication that you are human, that you are not weak. But why is it that every time I do cry I feel like I'm crashing down , that I'm taking a step back rather then moving forward. I feel so weak and end up not having any strength and fall into a deep sleep that feels like a coma that I won't wake up from. I rather Keep on sleeping then waking up to what happening around me . Nothing but being torture from the inside out just because I'm different. Why is it that no matter what I do, it's never good enough. For anyone why can't the one person I want to be happy can't ? no mater what I do it's not good enough?
I'm I being selfish? I'm I the only one who cares long enough to stay?
please I need time. I don't need anyone to rush me anymore . I just want things to work out for everyone so everyone could stop suffering, so I can stop suffering from there pain and mine.
Devilish_Viet Community Member 
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