Current Status: Alive, ehhh just kinda here, not mad or sad, happy or anything else.
So yeah the other day my girlfriend Caitlyn Miller whom i love to death and would die if she asked me to, broke up with me. She said it was more of a 'sisterly love' which i don't understand considering all that we went through and all that we did together. I love her so much even now, i just can't understand why this, why now. *sighs* she says that we can still be friends, best friends, and so that is what i will be for now, i will be her best friend.
I made Tom *the guy i like in gym* mad at me i think *shrug* he seemed either mad or upset with me the other day towards the end of gym, he left saying he was 'going to the bathroom' and he didn't come back after that, i dunno. I'm going to talk to him the next chance i get and be like I'm sorry for whatever i did to make you mad or upset with me. I don't mean any harsh feelings.
Regardless, i had wanted to talk to my guidance teach. Mr. Heilala the day after Caitlyn had broke up with me and he called me down today, it was....interesting. I had told him kinda what had happened and that i felt Emotionless when i felt like i should have been upset and he said it was natural that i felt that way, he told me it was going to be ok and made me feel better all around really ^^ i love him, hes so awesome like that.
Got a lot of homework to do over the weekend so I'm going to try and go that now...yeah *sigh* we'll see if that actually happens
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