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Here We Are, But We're Still Lost
I have spilled my heart on this journal and now I am making it public. I doubt what you will find will interest you much. It's only my battered soul. Lol, sorry, that was really angst, wasn't it?
After My Rejection
I'm okay, because after having my heart broken several times, declaring my feelings somewhat has made me feel a lot better. The fact he's accepted them and acknowledges them makes me happy. We may not be together, but in a way we are. We are friends and in a way I've shown that I'll wait for him.
I can't help but feel excellent! Brilliant!

I was a nervous chatter box, sitting before you, not sure what words to say. You know what I want to ask, but yet you wait for me to clearly say what I want. Maybe you expecting one thing and not the other.
It was truly foolish, was it not? Yet, I bare no ill will, because I still love you. This day can be forgotten, no? It's like nothing has changed, but yet I feel better, no longer suffering inner turmoil.
I'm just happy, it's not something I can explain, I just feel....great! Happy that I finally made it truly known that I cared for you, even if I've done something horrible.... I hope this doesn't bother you, I hope it does weigh you with guilt. I am truly happy, so there should be no worry, no sadness, because I am truly happy. So happy.....





 
 
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