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well hey i doing horrible as usual....i think my boyfriend is cheating on me with this girl that live down the street from me. she is usually cool with me but i kno sombody that like her but she dont like him. he loves her....for some werid reason. hopefully im wrong about my boyfriend and her.....but i just cant shake the feeling that im right about them. i think i should dump him because i dont see him for weeks at a time then when i do see him its for a few minutes. im starting to hate him for that but i know he is busy but he is always at the library from 2 to 8 if its a game day he is home but he leaves shortly after or i just miss him. if he is sick i try to see him but.....i dont wanna catch nothin. im a straight "a" student with social trouble that equals the defintion 'nerd'. well seeya