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March 30th,2009- Later That Day
</3 The fight is not over..Shareens at it again....what happens if I lose James? Stupid question.... My soul will not have any more meaning to it. I will die in deep darkness...I will be no more.
I try and try everyday to show James how I really feel, but im not that kinda person. My feelings r kept locked inside deep. I hate that about me. If only he knew, IF ONLY HE KNEW! How much I love him...How i'd do anything for him...Without him...I-I-I I'm nothing....
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Does he love me as much as he says he does.....one of the things I ask myself everyday....Im dying on the inside right nao....Could this really be it? H-has the beast won?......God Save me.....Save me from bitter darkness....Let me and James be......please let it be destiny...
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