I don't know... this journal is for myself, I need to let some emotions out of my system.
My life seems to be changing, not in many ways, but some. Then again, isn't the world always changing? Reshaping, rethinking. I like change, change is good, but perhaps not too much all at once.
Happy April Fools Day, did you get tricked? Was it funny? Mean? Anywho, back to current topic.
I want some real change in my life right now. In other words, I want to change. I hate being what I am right now, I want something new, I want to change myself somehow. I want to do some much more with my life, but there isn't much I can do. I wish to participate in something major though... not to get known, I just want to put effort into something fun, but challenging.
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Here We Are, But We're Still Lost
I have spilled my heart on this journal and now I am making it public. I doubt what you will find will interest you much. It's only my battered soul.
Lol, sorry, that was really angst, wasn't it?