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My grandmother died yesterday. Even though we weren't really close I still feel very sad about it. It just seems that in just a couple of years too many people have died. I remember how they were when I last saw them and now they are gone. It's hard to comprehend. For some reason I tell myself it will happen later not now. Always in the future never today. But it always happens when I least expect. It always comes as a shock. In a blink of an eye poof someone is gone. Why do I think if they go to the hospital they will get better? It never happens.But everytime I think they'll pull through. I'm just feeling sad about the whole situation.