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It is tuesday i believe..last night my aikan took me out for a beautiful walk in the moonlight. she took me down this path in the forest that got smaller and smaller and more like part of the forest as we went. she got worried that i was afraid of the dark when i grasped her hands tighter, but i explained to her i just didn't want to lose her in unfamiliar territory.^^ i actually love the night, especially forests at night. it's so much more beautiful and full of mystery i hope we do it again. anywho it turns out at the end of the path was a lake and a waterfall. it was so beautiful with the moonlight shimmering on it's surface. the water was crystal clear and you could see the fishies in it. we wanted to go swimming but didn't have our bathing suits so we went in our underwear haha. well we're swimming around, i swim to the center and she follows. i tell her to take a deep breath and she does then we go down under. i swim all the way to the bottom of the lake and sift around in the silt. there's a saying that the most beautiful are found in the center that has been passed down through my family. i finally find what i was looking for and lift it up in front of her in the water, revealing a pale blue crystal. we swim to the surface to get a better look and it's glowing in the moonlight. i gave it to her of course, telling her "a crystal to match your beauty". she loved it, pretty much tackled me in the water. haha. we spent most of the night there until we noticed we were becoming old women then we went back to the house and dried off. she let me borrow some of her clothes while our undergaments were being dried and we had some apple cinnamon tea. that was a new flavor for me but it is yummy. ^^ we stayed up and talked until well past 12. it had been and still was raining so she told me to stay at her place and we ended the night by cuddling in her bed until we fell asleep.

it was a wonderful night, as is every moment i spend with her. i truly believe she might be the one and i hope with all my heart that this never ends. time stops when i'm with her and all my worries evaporate. she is my everything, the one that comforts me and haunts my dreams. just thinking about her makes me happy. i wait for her like a lovestruck puppy to get online and nearly esplode when she sends me a pm. i am lovesick over her, if that even makes sense...