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Why do I always jump into the deep puddles? Splash the water out, change it forever. It's like I can't stop myself from dreaming further than I truly want to....my emotions get the best of me, wishinc for dreams that will probably never happen but then again it doesnt cost anything to dream...now if only I could convince myself of that. I can't pull back from something that will eventually drown me but then again....when I'm with her....theres just nothing else that could make me feel happier....no one else has ever taken me out of my mind so easily so calmly and i daresay without even trying. I cant be deppressed around her even if i try but when I am the simple fact of having her besides me takes away the sadness in a flash....its just so different from anything ive experienced before but yet I cant help but smile, cant help but frown and think how I wish my dream would truly be...a perfect fantasy that wishes to be real....