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ok I dunno why but I have ashit load of pent up anger...it never shows..but its there make no ******** mistake! if youy ever see in irl you'll think "oh my she looks pretty, good body pretty eyes, and she looks rather happy" LIES! ******** YOU TO THOSE WHO THINK THAT! life is far more complex then looks..but all these bitches in high school....they think that looks is the most that matters "oh no I can't date Timmy, hes ugly" ******** YOU! say timmy is a really nice gay and would treat her the best she has ever been treated by a guy "oh but I like Dan have u seen hot hot he is!" while Dan is a perverted a*****e who will probably grow up to be a child molester! like wtf is with that?!!!?!?!?!? ******** you to anyone who thinks looks count for everything in a relationship..or even if they count more then 30% ...sure I mean I GUESS looks count to a certain digree...like about 20% but no more then that~! you people sicken me! I wanna run out side and smash rthe face off of the first pedestrian I see! just thrash about untill I see blood emerge from her/him then feast off of their flesh and take pleasure in their torment and pain! the fact that my own hands are actually harming somthing seems to calm me slightly! I think I just might see a thearapist again.....I don't want to...but why not....just to keep the rest of the world safe....I know ur probably going " eek wth...issues or what!" but no its not as bad as you think....its only as bad as I think! well I'm off to smash somthing! later!