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The insane Baka's thoughts
This is about me and my thoughts and what you can do to help. Sometimes.
Boku no kokoro wa itain desu. (My heart hurts)
Pain.
Darkness.
Confusion.

That which once was is no more.
The light has vanished.
Thrown back into the world I am.

Cold.
Scared.
Depressed.

How do I live?
How do I go on?
Why should I go on?
How can I go on?

I am dead.
I can't go back.
I can't think forward.
I can't right what is wrong.

What do I do?
What can I do?

Sleep.
Eternal Slumber.
The easy way out.
How I wish it were so easy.
Were I to sleep, it would fix nothing.
I'd be content, but She would forever hate Herself and me.
I can do nothing...
I am nothing...

...I want it back...




This isn't some attempt to guilt you into coming back or to make you pity me and come back. I just want you to know how I feel.






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Poisoned Kookie
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commentCommented on: Thu Apr 16, 2009 @ 02:09pm
I know how it feels to lose someone that you love.
I actually had it done to me recently, and I'm still trying to get over it.
I cry all the time.

If it is really meant to be with you two, then she will come back.


commentCommented on: Thu Apr 16, 2009 @ 03:21pm
Thank you Amber. Unfortunately I think it's harder when you've been going out with the person for nearly 1.5 years.



Nathan Oukami
Community Member
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