Pain.
Darkness.
Confusion.
That which once was is no more.
The light has vanished.
Thrown back into the world I am.
Cold.
Scared.
Depressed.
How do I live?
How do I go on?
Why should I go on?
How can I go on?
I am dead.
I can't go back.
I can't think forward.
I can't right what is wrong.
What do I do?
What can I do?
Sleep.
Eternal Slumber.
The easy way out.
How I wish it were so easy.
Were I to sleep, it would fix nothing.
I'd be content, but She would forever hate Herself and me.
I can do nothing...
I am nothing...
...I want it back...
This isn't some attempt to guilt you into coming back or to make you pity me and come back. I just want you to know how I feel.
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The insane Baka's thoughts
This is about me and my thoughts and what you can do to help. Sometimes.
Beware when day meets dark. Beware crossroads, where they skulk. They can lurk in fire's crackle and easily travel on sparks. Beware gloomy places among rocks, under things, down holes and caves and shafts of every kind, for the fey can slip along borders
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I actually had it done to me recently, and I'm still trying to get over it.
I cry all the time.
If it is really meant to be with you two, then she will come back.