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i stare blankly at my wall my soul begins to shink.
i lose my breath in this dark format of my thoughts, my eyes lose focus and i cry, my heart feels needles and i wonder, why?

it's come to this you tryed to find any way you could to hide, your killing me, suffocating me and burrying me from that guise.

the face i loved, the sight i embraced, the same one that wiped tears from this face. you changed your tune through the years from your insecure and fears.

it's come to this, i could just ignite, tears drown my breath and i choke on my life, i clutch for the freedom of air, grabbing uslessly, it's no longer there.

i wish it were still the days i remembered from my serenity of dream, i miss my mother, i miss my grandparents, i miss you all. now your just tombstones and empty faces, dopplegangers of who you once were with only malicious intent.

it's come to this, i see the edge and drown it in my flesh. i sit lifeless as i watch the pain leave me in crimson flows. it's come to this.