i know these entries don't mean anything, but they are the only thing i have left anymore.
they make me think.
why are people so ******** mean?
why do people remind you of your flaws, when you remind yourself you have them everyday?
why do people not live their lives because they're afraid...
afraid?
afraid of death...and afraid of living because they are not beautiful.
why am i such a hypocrite?
i'm not beautiful, i know.
i'm not perfect.
i'm not the skinniest [i'm trying, i promise]
i'm not short.
i cuss.
i wear a lot of make-up to cover these flaws, or at least try.
...but i am not afraid of death.
i think there is something wrong with me.
i fall in love too easily.
4 people in 3 months.
maybe i fall in love because people say love is this "amazing feeling" to have someone want & love you?
how perfect would that be?
but, no one loves me...and i got used to that.
big deal.
i can fake a smile....i'm so good at it. :] <------ see?
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my day.
sorry if it's too depressing for you.
try living it.
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Marri ScariE
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