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Cupid's sadistic game
I held all that's near to compose to clear.
In sad empathy I quivered in fear,
Afraid of the dark, the black, the empty.
I messed it all up, I left out with no sympathy,
I shattered my own heart, with out clear purpose
I just need, to clear out, find out all of this,
hate and hell, call unto the emptyness of me
I sit still, aloowing it to destroy all that I see
My selfish ways eating all that I love
I killed it all, no guilty from heaven above
You wanted more, and I kept it away
I sat there, with simply nothing to say.
You held out your hand, simply in hold
I looked the other way, unfortunate events to unfold
This catatonic state, filled with all that is dread,
I wish this all to end, for once I wished to be dead.
I caused your sorry, saddness and pain
All because I'm pathectic, alone in my shame.
I want to be loved, and felt useful
Fill up my life, give me all that is colorful.
So I can be alive again, loving again
DO I truly deserve it, or do I deserve this end
I've made a million messes, and I'll make a million more
I sat there, alone, sad, shamefully on the floor.
Come, back to me. I need to hear your laugher
Stop me from this, sadistic mental slaugher
I climb up the ladder, back to a world with you
I truly still love you. But can you love me too
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