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The Good:
Well everything is coming together for acen <3. I've had to do some editing, but everyone does. I have had my troubles, but I've fixed them.
My swords look pretty good. I've been making them out of balsa wood and plaster. Fun stuff. <3 My guns, well I ran out of time for that, but if I had time I would have use card stock. I'll do it for next year. For now I'll have to improvise. *wink*
Hmm, other than Acen, Maria and I had a blast when she was here. I'll be seeing her on the 15th as well. I'm almost more excited for that than Acen. x3 Then, she'll be here again for the Summer. I'm excited for her to meet my friends. I'm really excited to see her again. I can't wait to go to Chicago with her and LARP all day x3. It'll be a blast.
Oh I'm also single now. That's pretty cool I guess. I get to flirt with people at Acen <3 and I can take a nice breather from being in a relationship.
The Bad:
Well you see, I am single because I was dumped. *shrug* I'm okay with it, but it was kind of suckie how he did dump me. I wish he had the balls to just say he didn't like me anymore or what have you. But I wasn't really sad, or mad ((until I found out a little more, but I got over it shortly)). I am completely fine, just a little sad that I feel like he's not going to want to be as close to me anymore.
Another bad event that took place yesterday. My dog Ali ((pronounced Ollie)) died. His heart just gave out and his he couldn't breath. He was struggling to live so we had to put him down. It's kind of sad to look around and see his stuff, but I know he won't be back home to use them.
The Ugly:
So I know there are a lot of people out there that doubt I can finish what I'm working on. Okay yeah, I don't blame you for thinking I won't get it done. I have a hard time focusing on work, and I put stuff off a lot. And I'm not going to lie, I did put off my work for like a week, but I am finishing it.
I guess I just want to say:
I don't care. You can say and think what you want. I'll finish my work and even if it's not completely perfect I'm fine with it because at least I can say I designed and made my cosplays myself. I did pretty much all the work and I am proud of myself. ^^
So, so what, I think I've done well and anyone else that dislikes my designs, my mediocre sewing skills, and just me can bite me. ^^ I think I'm cool and so does my family and my close friends, and that's all that matters. They think I can do it, and thanks to them, I have the will power to do so.
So thank you people who have supported me and thanks for being there even when I'm being stupid or acting like a moron. I know I have flaws, and I am trying to fix them. Like I get sheepish when I don't talk or call someone for a long time. I won't call them because I get embarrassed/shy. I don't know, I just get like that. I procrastinate like crazy. I say stupid stuff and take it back later and feel like a moron. Oh my gosh, I push myself too hard, and other times not hard enough.
Yeah I have more flaws, I could go on, but I'm working on fixing them. I'm changing again. ^^ Yay, I need a good change.
Anyway, talk to ya later.
Love me or Hate me,
~Hit and Run Lolita
 Hit and Run Lolita · Tue May 05, 2009 @ 05:53am · 0 Comments |
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