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Ok so I have this amazing BF and i really like him. But apperently there is a lot of stuff going on that i dont know about with him. He is texting this girl, which honestly I dont care if he is, but she has been flirting with him and she keeps sayin that he has ben saying all this stuff that he hasnt been saying. According to what he says but i dont think he has lied to me about it and god help him if he did. But everything with her and our relationship getting more complicated(so he says) he might break up with me. Now im going to be crying and nurvous untill he either does it our he tells me he isnt going to. And i am going to try my best not to cry in front of him because i dont want him to know how much he is really hurting me.....and it sucks that he even has to think about breaking up with me.

everyone tells me i will be better off because he is apperently being an a*****e but i dont think i will. yes if he does i wil eventually get over it but i have a feeling that it will be hard as hell and i just dont want to go through it again especially knowing what he has told me. I really really like him and i dont want to see our relationship come to an end no matter how hard everything seems. If he really cares for me he would wait it out and see that eventually everything will be okay.