Hey whats up i'm bored right now lol P:
there's nothing to do really, i would usually be texting all day but i can't anymore lol.
who even reads these entries?...i wonder if anyone reads mine ninja it doesn't matter this still counts as venting feelings in some way i guess lol
I really hated school today..
and yesterday and the day before that....but hey what can i say
i have to go right? lol
Whats wrong with me?...
why can't i be normal?
Not many people like me at school
i know why,....
There's so many things wrong with me that i can point out
and so many things holding me back from doing what i
want to do and don't want to do..
all i want to really do, that i FEEL in my heart is look for someone who loves
me,...someone who gave up there life for
me. and his name is Jesus. (Yes from the bible...)
and i have to keep looking for him no matter what...
but sometimes get mad at myself when I've stopped looking for what i
truly want then sometimes i take it out on other people
or just plain stop trying...and i know that's wrong....
well there's still alot of things that are holding me back even right now.
and like my brother, friend once said.
the Devil doesn't give you what you don't want he gives you what
you DO want.
so please be careful.
~silentwisher
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