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i choose red 2 write my journal in todat because i feel that red is a color of infinite blazing pasion and emotion at the moment i have alot of feelings at one time running through my head...love,hate,death,and new lifes...today in school i looked around my class room with all of the people i have grown up with and learned new things with for almost three years or more when the thought of never speaking 2 many of them another day in my life...some of them will grow up 2 b very successfull in life ...others may not be so lucky...the thought of some of them dying sooner than life should promise came through my mind....everyone laughing and joking beeing loud having not a care in the world at that moment as to what thier own, or thier peers lives may look like in a few years and i thought to my self how i wish sometimes we could live in that moment forever but god promises 2marro 2 no one and success is only dependent on how hard you work at it..if humans could live in a moment of thoughtless happiness for the rest of thier lifes then .....there pobrably wouldnt be much of a point n life huh?....although it sounds good at 1st when you think about it...if there werent the constant heartaches and struggles happiness, pleasure, pain, love, hate, irritations and road blocks in our way then would there truly be a point in life?...i think that many people should think of life as a complicated and intense game created by both god and humans (mostly god in my opinion but some may beg 2 differ...wich is fine) if you quit u lose...there are gonna be cheaters...and some times if not most of the time you will not win the bonuses at the game...but unlike any other normal game that you play...it never ends unless god says so...in at that point you wont find out if you won or not until later on..so it remains a mystery to us other players...it may even hurt many of your teammates who have made you a part of there own game but i gues all that they can do is play on until its theyre turn 2 c if theyve won...we all have our own power in the game that may or may not contribute to the other players...it just all depends on how you use it....sometimes you may make mistakes in the game that will set you back and dependent on how big that these mistakes are the setback could be rather long. one thing that i do know is that the game never ends...even after you are not in the game anymore the other players will always continue 2 play and the winners....i would think that they get to help and watch the players if not help...but thats all up 2 you 2 decied.
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