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your just new born hold in your mom and you grow and you and your old and you have job but your peraunts die cry suffering and saying it should of be me saying it my dream my family means lot to me and i feel like i die and inside i feel i did something bad i should die and leave and my ghost should be doing stuff i should do i leave in a dream is this life im i going to die i dont wanna die wanna live for ever till hit 101 years old and say on my peraunts gave i made it and im happy what i do i want to stated a new life but no i live in world that im going to live in and now im going to die in this world or im just going cry sleep and say i made it i made it i feel dead i wanna do carzy stuff in life i wanna jump off airplane i want to fight sanke i want to do something that they well rumber me of when i WAS born and i wish i didnt came out too this whole world i wanna die in this world and rumber my pass and not my pass beause my life been hell and wish i wasnt born and not live beasue my life is been mostly hell my family and my myself i wish life was not that bad but im live in a really image life and wish i die paceful on my peraunts gave and die crying saying it should be me not them y me god it like im dieing in hell and i dont wanna live kill me i wanna die plz kill me crying emo crying