Time for a REAL journal entry
How has my life been as of lately? A mix. A heavy mixture of.. things. Strange how stress and happiness are so heavily involved in my life right now. Two things in life that aren't meant to coexist. They're coexisting just fine.
I have heavy money issues. I blame Bush. Yes. Because I always blamed him for everything. He isn't even president anymore, and I still blame him. He crashed our economy heavily, and left it to Obama. Who, isn't doing so much of a better job. The gas prices went down.. woohoo?
I need a new car. I've been saying that for over a year now. New car. New furniture. New tv. God.. Do I need a new Tv. There's so many needs, so many wants, not enough jobs in the world. Jesus, D: .. I'm moving my a** to Australia. I hear it's better over there. Nicer too. I love my snow, but I hate -30 degree weather. I need constant 60-80 degree weather to be happy. Well, actually, I'd be happy if I can find a place where there is 60 degree weather all year round. If you ever find a city like that, let me know. I'm moving there in a heart beat.
Now about my happiness, since I did say: I am happy. Because; I am. For the past 2ish.. months, I've been the happiest I've been in forever. NO! You cannot know exactly why. You may know, if you already know. If you don't know, then you either don't know me well enough, don't care to know, or I don't trust you enough to even let you know o: Burn.
Either way, I wake up every morning with a smile on my face, and listen to the most wonderful voice every night before I go to bed. It's what I always wanted <3 And you know what; being in love is the best sensation in the world. There no topping it. Maybe extreme orgasms could top it, but they'd never replace it. wink
Oops. I gave you a clue. Aha.
Hey. hey you.
I love you.
|