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i'm sick n tired of trying to keep everyone happy and in tha process of doing so i'm slowly deminishing to nothing... i barely eat anymore and i smoke more than i have been before.... i'm trying so hard to find a damn vehical because pretty much i'm not aloud to use my moms cause its a piece of s**t and is ready to break down or fall apart... i just need a break and cant wait to get (hopefully) this jeep.... just wish me luck and hope to hell i dont smoke myself to death if its possible crying