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Trapped again
inside my head
the life I live
is it worth living?
so many problems

the boy who 'loves' me
is one I'll never love in return
I cause him pain
by just breathing air
he knows not what love is

but i believe
he deserves to be loved back
but that is something I cannot do
the heart in my chest
is not mine to give
I devoted my life
to someone else

I'm sorry
is what I say
yet he still waits
for the day
that will never come