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Am I of any use, am I any good
Is this all futile, or will my voice be heard.

I've never felt so useless, yet never felt so great.
Seems I left those that need me, I hope it's not to late.

I justify my worldly lies with words so needlesly soothing.
Refusing to back down or give up on those who keep me choosing.

What path to take, what way to go. I don't know anymore.
but it comes down to the fact, That I don't care anymore.

My attempts to shine
are blocked
By attempts fo find
Faults
withing Myself
and I
just don't
Give a flying F***.

I find no reason to keep trying
I will only leave you all in
the end crying over nothing.....I just don't care anymore.
I just find no reason to care anymore.

I find no reason to breathe, and I find all the reason to leave,
I'm the venom in your eyes, and I'm the posion on your tounge.
I'm the problem in your life, I'm the smoke in your lungs.


Am I of any use, am I any good
Is this all futile, or will my voice be heard.

I justify my worldly lies with words so needlesly soothing.
Refusing to back down or give up on those who keep me choosing.