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This is my journal log......I'm going to do journal entires on poetry, songs, & other things that I make up!!! the reason I'm doing this is because I want to go back to being a great poet (I was once called) before I quit!! i'll tell you how i started & why I quit......

I started because it was just one of the things i LOVED to do as a kid::


I started because when i was younger i would do poetry & like to write things I seen, heard or liked & what ever else. I would write things down in a notebook, steno, my head or what was avialable for use at the time. I used to write down lyrics to songs & change them to make my own songs & I would write down things that I liked to do or say. Also make rhymes out of them till eventually I learned I was writing poetry & i loved to do it so i continued through out school (like K-5th grade)


I quit because of three MAIN things..........
#1 guys
#2 peer pressure
#3 bullying


I quit writing poetry when I entered middle school because of those three MIAN things. At 1st i came into 6th grade the same way about poetry atfer 5th grade! But it was a whole new thing because when i started to share my poetry & show it to friends (guys & girls) they would laugh at me & what i wrote! they would say all of it is a piece of s**t & nothing i wrote was any good. Guys would take my notebook (or w,e, i had at the time) & they would go through it & read my secret things. They'd also tear & rip apart pages & throw them away into trash cans, garbage, toilets, anyhtingthey could! They would all tease me & gang up on me & call me TERRIBLE names like gay, queer, homo, f**, loser, idiot, stupid & much more! I just finally couldn't handle them ALWAYS & CONSTANTLY doing this to me every day. So i just QUIT poetry for good! but i realized that i want to start OVER again. All new & fresh!

I feel that I can make that NEW BEGINNING here on gaia!!!! I want to start writing again & making songs & poems & etc.!!! But i do need support & help from fellow friends & gaiains!!!

PLEASE if you read this entry.......COMMENT IT & PM me about it & tell me what you think & feel about this because I would REALLY love to hear & know every one's thoughts & opinions!!!

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