i jsut found the best song ever......
Runaway love- By Ludacris
I realized something in the song....they are all girls...and..that makes me feel horrible.....
My favorite line in the song is
Forced to think that hell is a place called love
Gee.........I feel thatw ay....I see no point in living..LIFE IS HELL.....of all the pain ive been secretly in..I ant hold it anymore...im finally letting that show little by little..my heart......dark shadows are following me...Satans slowly waiting.....I don't want Satan..but with my poor heart.....it wants hell.....
There are truthfully only five people in my life keeping me going....only ONE family...
1)Cuddlybear-My Sun
2)Tommy-Moon
3)"Sissy" Julia- Laughter And Air
4) Samiha/Sam- My Thoughts And Ground
5)Father- Only Family I Need Alone And Happy
If these five people leave my life.......well..........theres no purpose left for my existance...aagin...so complicated......................
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