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how much more!!!!
How much more of this do i have to suffer through this world seems so small to me i am confined to this place wondering if ill ever escape my life has yet just started and i want to end it already. my friendships that i have had are all fake. the world seems to keep pushing me deeper and deeper into the dismle abyss that is my heart. i can't seem t understand why they do this to me. i find myself asking why everyday. why do a deserve anything, why do i have to suffer, why does every relationship end because of other judgeing me on my apperence sure i may have a little extra baggage but that is the way i ended up. no single person ever knows how hard it is to change for me.
i have never felt this so called loveing embrass. what seems to kill me the most is the fact that i trused these people jsut to be striken down and torn apart peace by peace and now there is nothing left, nothing but a hollow shell where my taterd soul used to lye. im truley DESTROYED crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying
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