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*sigh* why does my life have to suck so much right now? i mean it was bad but i could deal with it before, cuz before it was mostly just money problems, cuz i need to move out, go to college, and get my own car, and right now all i have in my account is like, 75 bucks, so it really sucks a**, and all i'm spending it on is gas, libby's food, and somethings that please me, and i've been cutting down on my pleasures, but i'm still doing pretty bad... and now cody and avie are fighting, which i should just leave that be but it still effects me, two best friends fighting and i'm in the middle... and cody hasn't talked to me since yesterday, and i think avie is mad at me for crying last night.... i just feel so shitty right now... libby is over right now and shes not really helping, however she knows nothing of my problems and i won't tell her, it's my battle....but i dunno w/e i'm just gonna go for now...i might get on later...if i feel up to it...
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