I just turned 23 on July 1st. That's not really important, I guess. It's just a number. A great one at that. One of my favorites.
I'm stuck working as a retail b***h at Kohl's right now. Though I'm strongly suspicious that I'm a major candidate for the opening Junior's supervisor position. I know this because I was called on my day off about 3weeks after the post came down by the manager that hates me telling me I should apply. And also because the managers caught word that I'm planning on maybe leaving soon (will address soon). Quite basically I'm going to go into that interview and tell Stacy "I'm going to be frank. I'll need a hellova pay raise for me to begin to consider staying here. And also this job will never take precedence over my continued attempts at getting a career that uses my degree. I can't promise that I'll be here for very long, as if something comes up I will pick a career over this place."
Because I'm still having a s**t time finding a real!job. I actually got an email back from a place in VT about an advertising job. I called them, but the lady was out. If they don't call back I'll email a response later.
That sorta leads me to the other thing. My landlords are selling / sold my house. They haven't accepted a bid yet as it has to be inspected still, but tentative closing date is Sept. 11. (haha). So basically I have to move before Sept 9 or so.
My roommate and most best friend so close people think we're gay decided to move to Texas without consulting me. Now all she does is talk about that because she's so dense that she can't suspect that having my most best friend so close people think we're gay move to the other side of the county (north south ways) is, like, killing me.
My other roommate may move back to Maine. or she may go to Albany for grad-school. OR she may stay in Buffalo.
My number one choice is to move to Vermont with my family. My parents don't seem to mind that option. So I'm job hunting a lot for something anything there that's not transferring to the Burlington Kohl's.
However, if I'm able to milk a good $13 an hour out of Kohl's and get this supervisor position I may be able to afford to stay in Buffalo. Now, I don't WANT to. However it's sneaking on me that I may not be able to find anything better, and I should take advantage of that. I will, however, move out of the city and attempt to find a place in the suburbs. I may or may not have to crash at my cousin's place down the street for a while if I have bad luck finding an apartment.
The latter idea of staying in Buffalo would be extra inviting if, say, Michelle decides to stay in the area.
Amongst all this is the fact that I know I'm taking my cat wherever I go, however poor Shoe (Ria's cat) is going to have to be given up as she cannot take him to Texas and I may not be able to take two cats. Shoe might be staying in Kentucky with a family friend.
Also amongst all this is that I've been rather sick lately due to medicine side-effects. My white-blood cell count is way low which is worrisome in itself. This is probably just a side-effect however, but is attributing to me getting really sick a lot. Since that medicine is apparently killing me, I was switched back to my old medicine which I pay $50 for through the internet.
Being in the transitory phase of medications means my mind is not stable and I'm stressing out.
However, I'm trying to not stress out. So a lot of my time is spent watching DVR-ed Mythbusters as a way to avoid worrying. But I think it's about high-time I start to worry.
Also in the middle of all this I published a website for myself.
http://www.gracetdesigns.com
Which needs a lot of work, but whatever I'm out there. ON THE INTERNET.
Okay. LONG entry done. :p Nobody even reads this thing, I think. haha.
