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Wow it has been two months? Almost, I think, since I've been on here. School wasn't so bad til now, they've started me on some new classes, messed up and changed the days for them so now I have hardly any time for myself or to do anything and for my first two days I'm already behind in my work because my new teacher likes to speed teach! I am not exaggerating when I say this; less than 15 minutes to do one page before he moves us on to the next one and then even less to another book! I barely had my pencil to the paper when he suddenly whisks us through two whole pages! Good god! It's so stressful...I talked to my regular teacher but I didn't get a chance to really explain to her the problem and figure out another option. I can't drop out now, this is my last class once I take my writing test. So it will just leave these math classes. And I can't get a job until I finish these classes, and I need a job desperatly. There's just a whole lot on my plate..a lot of stress, and getting on here (the computer in general) to rp or read fanfiction used to be my stress reliever, something to escape to, and now I just don't have the time anymore. So now I'm spending all my left over graduation money on books which only take me a day to read and they are my only escape but when all my money's gone what then? and I need that money for other things *sigh* I need a lot of help and some good friends to get through this..most of all I need something to relieve the stress. I need a break. Riding my horses would be a break but idk if I even have time for that! Whoever reads this some of you may think I'm whining and you've got problems bigger than mine but everyone's got to vent sometime, you understand? That's all I'm doing is getting it off my chest.