Much has happened once again. And I can't wait till I can speak to :iconkokolien: again... I'm starting to make her shoes soon, so I can visit her. And sorry to say sweety, I need you... I wanna cry so badly..... And no nothing with my boyfriend. Some things happened... And some things I know... Nobody told me... I came behind it on my own... And that's hard.... And it hurts so freaking much I want to cry now.... But I can't since my parents are here. I don't want to make more problems for them.
That aside, tomorrow we are going to talk with the lawyer. this vacantion we are going to move we hope.
That aside again.. I feel so bad.. Things have made me think... I thought friends were there to be honest? To share things. To trust.
I don't know if I can do that anymore... I don't even know anymore what to think about love... Only because of this freaking crap. I think I'm going to stay in the shower long today.... To cry.
My health isn't going well either. No details needed.
:iconkokolien: I really can't wait till we can talk again I really need you now I'm shaking all over while writing this
PsychoWhisper · Sun Jul 19, 2009 @ 02:56pm · 0 Comments |