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All I can say anymore is “I’m sorry. Sorry for all of the tears I caused you. Sorry for the pain you feel. Sorry for all the things I have done. I’m sorry for all the things I didn’t do. I sound and feel like a broken record, I can not say anything else other than “I’m sorry.” And I am paying the price for it. No matter what I want to say, no matter how hard I try I am still the same broken machine. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry. It is all my fault.” I can’t even go to what I really want to say, “******** the apologies, I love you.”